Me and myke are so fucking metal that we just spent our sat. night baking cookies. The end.

I'm having a great weekend. Getting ready to go stay with brandy for the second night in a row! The fact that she even wants me around feels so great. Last night she looked at me and said "you know what, I really really like you". That made my heart skip a beat! Butterflys in my tummy and all that good stuff!

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Life is changing in more ways then one. Maybe i'll start updating this thing again. Maybe bottling all of my feelings up isn't a good thing to do. Some of these changes i'm going through are good, some could be good but are very painful....I dont know. I just need a change, something to be thrown my way to mix up my boring life. I'm tired of waking ( Read more... )

YEA, I almost forgot I had one of these. I may update this, but then again prob. not.

Dread kit, on its way. Dreads to come next week. I'm excited. It's gonna be alot of work but i'll gain 10 metal points.

i'm not completely poor for the first time in weeks. It feels good. What doesn't feel good is to have over 700 dollars in the bank and to know that most all of it is accounted for!

Can't wait for practice this week. The band is writing AMAZING new songs! I can't wait to show the world what we have.

yea, i've been sick for a couple of days now. I'm depressed. i worked all through thanksgiving. From 7am to 8 pm all while having a temp of 101 degrees and feeling like ass. The food they brought us sucked ass. What made it worse was watching tv and seeing poor people and hurricane victims eating big ass plates of awesome food. I must have had the ( Read more... )

Got hired on to eds finally. Making bank. I'm gonna work all through thanksgiving for 25 dollars an hour. Can't wait to practice tonight and tomorrow and saturday. The band is kicking ass. Bla bla bla, bla bla.

Had an allright weekend. Met god forbid, ran a dutch guy around town from a big name band (mnemic) to get burritos. Got super drunk last night with my bros and then practiced all day today. We're sounding so much better. Everytime we practice the music gets better. Sometimes I feel the music so much I can't believe its us playing. Crazy shit. I can ( Read more... )

I feel like shit today. Not just physically but emotionally. I don't know what it is. I just feel like a bag of shit. Maybe i'm lonely, or hurt still, or hell I don't know. All I know is that I feel like my life has become one big blur. I get up and do the same shit everyday and then repeat.