had a decent v day tho it did disapoint me , hung out with a girl i have a total crush on , i hurt her way back when and i feel really bad for it i never ment to and i wish i could go back and change it , theres so much i want to say to ther and i cant , i think i will never have the chance again to be with her and it hurts , but nothing new . hope ( Read more... )

EPIC 1.5 OMG $$ THANKS TO ALL THAT HELPED YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.

~Enlightened Drunkenfashion Himaura

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wish i had a comp so i could get addicted to eq again , i never get hurt when im playing that game its my alter reality that makes me feel like im important.to all those people who actual;y care about me i hope you have a christmas.and to you whom have confessed on anon posting thank you , you have brought some closure to my situations and i do ( Read more... )

cant sleep , feel like shit , happy birthday to me.dont know what to type dont want to write all negative shit but what the fuck its all i have so bye.

For you that posted anon on my last post , first of to be a quiter you have to try something , i never tried therefore thats not quiting, also the fact that youd want me to do so is just sad , what have i done to you that has put so much hate in you to write this? Are you that infested with hatred for me? Have i not been there for you in the past? ( Read more... )

Well i had a great night , worked all day had to cut down some dead trees from the hurricane , and after having a really shitty week i had the best night . went to rose's to pick her up , she has the coolest room and the blinds own. we went and played pool , i won $$ , then we went to some kid named justins party and hung out till she had to go ( Read more... )

hey kids better start hating me , apearently its the cool thing to do.

why do good days end bad , and great days end with me wanting to die?