i never knew so much could change in such a little amount of time. it feels so empty.

                                  uhhhhh sooo much to think about.  i cant even get into it now though, i dont have the energy.  today was definitely not the best day ever.  its ok though, that's what tomorrow is for--to make up for today's shit.

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"You cant worry about a plane crash. What are you gona do? Complain all the way down to the ground? Might as well enjoy the roller-coaster ride. It doesnt pay to worry. I dont belive in fate, because Im not spiritual, but things do seem to work out. its about having the right attitude. Steve McQueen said something like, "I have no complaints, ever ( Read more... )

Ok, so this hasnt been the best couple of days.

Yesterday my cousin pat passed away. He was only 43 years old, he has two daughters{{8 & 13}}, and an amazing wife. Do you know why he died? Well....he had been smoking since he was 15 years old. I know a lot of you say that it wont affect you or that when you die, you die and you don’t care....but ( Read more... )

ok, so the goober road trip to ithica last weekend for beths birthday was incredible. I couldnt have asked for anything better. I hope she can say the same....I thought it was a good present lol. WALKING WALKING YOU ARE WALKING!! Flip flop dodge ball. SWEET AND SOOOUURR!!! This all = amazingness. I heart goobers!!

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so heres a 100 things i want at the moment.  not to sound greedy...its more like goals i guess......or maybes its just more like i have no life so this is what i do to fill the void.

I want to be motivated.

I want to feel better about myself.

I want a new look.

I want to lose 10 pounds.

I want to get my nice stomach back.

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"And there’s been a few times that we thought it felt right to take the westbound signs and just leave town tonight."

that was amazing and I couldn’t have asked for any better way to start my weekend off. I heart you guys. And that punch lol.  but not the ghetto.....G-E-T-T-H-O!  hahahahaha.

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life=amazing.

and thats about all i gots to say about that.  ive been doing way to many awesome things to even try to remember what they were lol.  things just seem to fit lately.  :).  i hope everyone is having as good a time as i am.  i miss you guys so much.

<3

ps.  i miss chris hardi:(.  spring break kauai!!!!  seriously.

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ok, so pretty much everyone is gone except for a few people. This last week with ash and juice was a good one. The last boat party was a lot of fun. Me and ash got up early on Friday to say bye to juice and garvey. The JAM went out to breakfast for the last time for a while and all got the same order of course lol. Breakfast sandwiches and home ( Read more... )

ok, so this has pretty much been the most emotional week ever for me. It started off on Wednesday when I watched the most amazing video of my life that the goobers made. Yea uhh I cried through most of it...I love you guys so much for that!!

Thursday where I had to say goodbye to nana, which killed me cuz I love that girl more than life. then me ( Read more... )