I am still waiting.

...it's also the worst Christmas ever (so far ( Read more... )

less than a month before jlpt and i am no way ready @_@ i havent even seen lesson 41 yet. waah sometimes i wanna panic then i realize nobody's forcing me to pass this, or even take this...but still i am afraid to FAIL!

But I'm way past the time when I could cry and people would ask me what's wrong and fix it for me.

When I was young, have I ever wished for time to pass more quickly so I could be a grown-up?

...I went to Japan Foundation to register for the JLPT Exam this December.

And I haven't reviewed for the longest time.
And I haven't studied a thing yet.

Pearlynne-san inspired me enough to take the step though. Ganbarimasho!

I've just realized that the reason why I'm afraid of commitments is because I'm afraid to be hurt.

I wanted the option to flee.

Finished driving lessons but I can't say I can now manage to drive alone outside. Or anywhere for that matter -__-;

But daddy said he'll practice with me. I'm just apprehensive coz I don't like being asked if I REALLY took the lessons. And of course I don't want to damage our dinosaur car >.> Or I can enroll in further lessons. But that would mean ( Read more... )

Looks like my skin is getting better. Although it still gets oily especially when I wake up in the morning, there's been a significant decrease in the appearance of pimples. The marks are also fading...

And as a result I get comments like:

"You look blooming!"
"Pumuputi ka.."
"There's something different about you"
"May bago ka nang boyfriend?"

Banzai ( Read more... )

I'm one session away from finishing the driving course, and yet I know next to nothing. I don't blame my instructors (not saying they're the best either...). On one hand I only have the lessons once a week for 2 hours (and I've always been late - I VOW to NOT be late on the last session) with no practice afterwards. On the other...ok, I'm a bit ( Read more... )

..of having senpai in the land of Oz. So far, so good. I should make my days worthwhile, or at least, occupied. So far, so good. Although I still have doubts if staying here is what I should do. I get surprised/disgusted at myself that in spite of having a list of things to do, I still tend to slack and procrastinate and do nonsense stuff (yeah ( Read more... )