i am so confused!!! wow the last few days with my friends were amazing and i never realized how much i missed hanging out with them. clay is great and i love him but he isn't all i need. i need nights out with the girls and i need to see people other than him. he doesn't want that kind of relationship so i dont know what will happen. if he doesn ( Read more... )

ok so i heard you cheated on me and your making a big deal of a guy i used to hang around with? you are just trying to take the spotlight off you. i know i made a mistake but i love you so much and i want to make it better. i feel so bad about it and i dont know what i can do to make it up to you ( Read more... )

i can't live without you. this is so hard and i dont know what to to. i dont understand how you could do this or how i could. i made the biggest mistske of my life lying to you and i am so incredibly sorry. i love you so much and i need you to need me too. nothings right unless we are together ( Read more... )

my head on your chest waiting to cave in...

amazing night, words can't even describe how happy i am. if only this could last forever. i wish that every night could be like this one. where someone is there for me and is actually interested in talking to me about more than my cup size. i never want it to end..

stay with me, lay with me now..i'm

lizzy came over last night and thats when i realized..my life is so boring. i want to do things to make it more fun..make people want to be around me more cuz i realized i dont do all that much. i dont even hang out with the same people anymore. i mean me and sarah talk but we dont really han out outside of school..neither do me and karys and i ( Read more... )

school right now..hangin out with micky and court. i love this class and will miss it dearly. oh and by the way, boys are idiots...

man i have really screwed up this time. for real and now theres no going back. god steves being so stupid and i really want to wait for him because i care about him alot, but i can't wait forever. i can't wait for him forever!! he doesn't want this and i am beginning to think no one does. i am done with it all..i wanted something so bad i ( Read more... )

come on now suga ( Read more... )

i know i just updated like 5 mins. ago but i dont care..this thing wont go away and its making me really sad. i had a blast last night..

but sometimes thats just not enough..

isn't it amazing how you can have the most gorgeous guy in the entire world all over you and yet you still want someone else? it is beginning to get to me and i dont know what to do about it ( Read more... )