Yea. Thought I had time for registration for the June SAT. Way fucking too late. All I have is October now. Thats it. Somehow this summer I have to become rather intelligent and hope Colleges see past the test grades. I'm not a test person, never have been never will be. I get bored easily and zone. I feel like such an idiot ( Read more... )

Started to cry out of no where. I am alone. I have been for quite sometime. I push everyone away. Maybe this is just what I deserve. Nostalgia is a vengful plague that won't escape my brain. I hate missing you. I hate hearing your voice. Get the fuck out of me ( Read more... )

I have fully recovered after my illness of Chase.

Drews at work all week. Like hes getting paid to spend the night over in Adams. He shall be rich. Yay. haha.

Jim+Courtney+Steve+Me= JE Senior Ball. Props to Steve.

Im not as frustrated. My feet are killing em. Pizza bites.

Yea. Same old shit.

Tonight was a wicked fun night at the Mini Mart with Jimmy. We blared his crazy tunes and jumped around. Random things happened like I found my forth grade teacher comes for ice cream and her husband drivers the monster station wagon! As they drove in a mouse fell off the back of the car and sat there. Jimmy and I were confused until it jumped back ( Read more... )

Yea. I failed my test. I got in, I was pulling away from the curb, i checked both mirrors and didnt see anything. Im to short to get the mirror right so of course there was a car comming. Almost pulled infront of it. Asain lady screamed at me. I apologized, and she yelled "signal and look!" so I drove around the block, i knew she was failing me ( Read more... )

I love you Morley Jay. Hope the waves are grand and you bring me back a tan. <3

I told Chase the truth. Drews been sorta living w/ me still. He wasn't mad. I think he was maybe disappointed but he didnt blow it up on me. We talked, mostly me. I was crying because I feel terrible. He listened. I feel refreshed. I feel clean. My teeth hurt.

Thank you.<3 You always understand me when its important.

Seems like just yesterday, you were a part of me ( Read more... )