I just don't know. I'm so confused.

Where'd the sun go? It was just shining so bright.

I know what I want. I'm so tired of holding myself back.

I've made promises...

I know what makes me happy. I know what does not.

...

This feeling is so hard.

Have you ever wanted to make a difference to impact the world? To change it for the better? Have you ever wanted that in the worst possible way?

All I can do is smile....smile really big. :)

I cannot tell you how absolutely incredible I feel right now. :) :) :) :)

Just amazing...

I was sure by now, God, that You would have reached down ( Read more... )

Since Saturday, I've been right by a window twice when a bird flew into it, hard. Poor birds. The one that flew into my living room window died and landed in the flower bed my mom planted ( Read more... )

There's lots going on in my mind lately. Some stuff I know is stuff I should be forgetting about. I'm trying to, trying to let stuff go ( Read more... )

I was in the mood to write an update, but now for some reason I just feel really disgusted with a lot of stuff.

Guess that means it's time to focus on the good stuff. Time to look out the window and see the sunshine and green grass. :)

I got told to skip something that I go to once a week, that is helping me reach financial freedom, so I could watch the once a year 4th of July fireworks. (Which go for three nights in a row.) I find it weird I wasn't told to skip the dead end job I go to nearly every day to watch them.

I'm excited for tonight. :)

I will not be denied.

Picture your victory.