you let yourself trail off from people, and expect to have the same trail back, always, waiting for you. be careful because the wind is blowing, and soon your trails will be erased. you want sympathy, you could've had it. if only you hadn't made me feel so inferior, unwanted, and unappreciated recently. but now, i just dont know what to do or think when it comes to you. i do know that i am so tired of our friendship being a game. my emotions are not gamepieces so don't play with me.
You need indefinite and hard times to realize what exactly you want at this moment in your life. It's isn't a future refrence, omebaby, you can't make decisions for the long run because there might not be one. I can only count 2 or 3 people as friends. I can say that because i know they count me as the same. Don't put effort into the hopeless, because it drains you and only hurts you. If you don't get back what you are giving then stop giving so much.
Just step back away from everyone and everything and regroup. The ones that come and find you are the ones to keep, sweetie.
i've noticed you do have sad eyes. but i've also seen you when you are so happy and your eyes absolutely shine and you look beautiful.
please, do yourself a favor and do not stress yourself out so much trying to make other people happy, especially all the time. number 1, you have to be able to make yourself happy before you can start to work on other people!
heres an old penuinian proverb (heh):
Constantly trying to make other people happy is like the rabbit running to catch the carrot thats dangling off of something attached to its head; it wont happen and it doesnt make you look like the brightest crayon in the toolshed either (muah) [yes, the kiss at the end is part of the proverb...]
(yeah, i had no number 2 incase you didnt notice by now)
you shouldnt worry about people who talk about you behind your back. dont give one lick of your time or energy to people like that. as you are experiencing, it only makes you feel like shit. just because people are shitty, doesnt mean they have the right to make you feel like that
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I simply love you. You're like my angel...and sister...and boyfriend...and lover...and best friend. And through everything, you're always there. I love you with all of my heart.
lossen up lynne. let what happens, happen and what doesnt, doesnt. dont sweat the small things. listen to what ppl say. dont put them down for what they feel and belive. everyone is human, and humanitys right is the right of freewill. take ppls feelings and opinions into consideration. dont change your mind with every blow of the wind. do what i do. listen to ppl, to what they have to say. but dont let it change you. you have your personality and everyone has theres. im not trying to be an asshole, im just trying to help. and im still your friend but you need to lighten up. dont be so bitchy all the time. pe@ce.
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things go the way they should when you simply let them happen
being a good friend is not tough work
i am happy, i just haven't been able to be happy with you lately
i don't feel like you want to be around me, and many people concur
you portray your own vibes, and only you can change them
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Just step back away from everyone and everything and regroup. The ones that come and find you are the ones to keep, sweetie.
Your eyes will shine again, love.
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please, do yourself a favor and do not stress yourself out so much trying to make other people happy, especially all the time. number 1, you have to be able to make yourself happy before you can start to work on other people!
heres an old penuinian proverb (heh):
Constantly trying to make other people happy is like the rabbit running to catch the carrot thats dangling off of something attached to its head; it wont happen and it doesnt make you look like the brightest crayon in the toolshed either (muah) [yes, the kiss at the end is part of the proverb...]
(yeah, i had no number 2 incase you didnt notice by now)
you shouldnt worry about people who talk about you behind your back. dont give one lick of your time or energy to people like that. as you are experiencing, it only makes you feel like shit. just because people are shitty, doesnt mean they have the right to make you feel like that ( ... )
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...teehee, and i heart you :P
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