Fabian called. My mom talked to him and he wants me to call him. I'm excited but scared..

I went to Stacy's the other day for the 4th of July. I had a really good time despite my doubts. The food was delicious. The company was funny. Singing and playing alternative guitar hits was enlightening. Watching a bullshit firework show gave me a reason to complain about one thing. Driving home in an abundance of traffic while listening to non- ( Read more... )

I know it's been a while since I last posted but I have so much shit running through my head, I feel like I have no other outlet. Let it be said, I am more unhappy than anytime I can recall throughout my life. Why? I know to an extent and the rest I'm kind of confused about. First off, I feel like the friends I thought were genuine aren't ( Read more... )

A man over blood ( Read more... )

It feels wierd being a high school graduate. It seems so surreal. I havn't got to party out yet..so I'm waiting with anticipation! Not that it's really all that appealing anymore... Lately I don't understand what I saw in all that stuff. Yes, I had fun but now it's just burden to my schedule. Maybe that's why I feel so boring...I mean that's all ( Read more... )

Wow, birth is amazing! I mean I really hate kids, but Sunday was so surreal. Christina had her baby. His name is Jesus, he weighed in at 8 pounds and 9 ounces. It was so wierd just imagining that that is what can be produced from almost any womans body. Now I'm really excited for Sai to give birth! She's due in December. She wants me right up in ( Read more... )

I'm so pissed with my mom right now. I'm so fucking sick of all the stupid shit she does. We don't have money to pay off neccessities because her ass ends up spending it all on casinos and bullshit that we don't need. She buys new clothes every week! I mean I don't even remember the last time I bought new clothes. I have pants from when I first got ( Read more... )

Wow, I didn't realize I was away from livejournal for so long. I've become a Myspace junkie..and I have betrayed you oh precious journal. Anyway, looks like I'm going on vacation. Melissa said she wants to try and go to Disneyland in the beginning of August which I'm looking foward to! Lately I'm up to the same old stuff; working and being a fatass ( Read more... )

My dog died last night. I'm pretty sad about it. We had him for about 8 years. It feels so wierd not having him around; I woke up and I couldn't believe that he was actually dead. I feel bad though, we had to dump him in the desert. We're going to try and go back and bury him. Fucking Pongo ( Read more... )

I broke up with Fabian. I'm with Aulee. I'm attending the last week of school. I have pink eye. I'm a liar. I'm decietful. I'm craving. I'm angry because I have pink eye. I've realized how wrapped up in vanity I've become. I want to wear makeup. I saw Josh. My lips are chapped.

Thank you for reading.