I just need to quote from a previous entry of mine...

"I think I may stand a good chance of getting accepted at Oxford or Cambridge according to one of my English teachers anyway. Fingers crossed. I don't know whether I could cope with being at one of them but I feel like I want the chance at least. Oh dear this level of optimism is painful."

I'm now ( Read more... )

Wednesday, the 4th of July 2007 will never exist again as it did today. Yet the hours are hard to remember and everything is a blur. What did I do today? Did I achieve anything? What changed? Perhaps nothing.

I can comment on the weather; it was very windy. The annoying strength of the wind defeated my purpose today, which was to go into town and ( Read more... )

Today was messed up. I got up too late and was groggy and disorientated for a majority of the morning. I got my head down to read some more of a book I'm reading and ended up falling asleep again. Thus I woke up even more groggy and disorientated. My grandfather called round and we talked about the play I'm in. I felt really rough ( Read more... )

Didn't think he would...but he did. Gwyn actually got here before 10am so we could watch Arrested Development until our eyes started bleeding. However due to our famous amounts of procrastination we didn't get round to watching the first ep until something like 11:15am. I think we got to ep15 before Gwyn took his leave. Not bad, I feel completely ( Read more... )

Rosie did end up coming round yesterday. We had fun. She went out to get chips and came back to a lit candle on the dining table for some reason. The Welsh rainy weather made it dark enough for it to work and it was sort of romantic. Well not really but I tried ( Read more... )

Mickey invited me to Aberystwyth, because he heard there was this drunk gathering. So we climb aboard the soul sucking bus...a 2 hour journey of pain and misery...and eventually arrived at the small sea town with all the enthusiasm of newly docked sailors....to find 3 young teens asking us to buy alcohol.

So yeah we bought some alcohol to go party ( Read more... )

I post this reluctantly while drinking lager and eating bourbon biscuits. I think it's going to be that kind of night ( Read more... )

Got up later than planned and ended up not seeing my dad. In the morning I went to see about a job in a bookshop...but I felt very intimidated and left. However, after spending a day with the gorgeous Roseanne beautifully doing absolutely nothing...I felt an urge to go back to the book shop ( Read more... )

Gwyn and I hit the road yesterday after a little farewell to school that didn't really work out as a farewell. I had to clear my film work off the editing computer and he turned up later on in the middle of it all. Then I ended up showing a teacher (who was beloved to me and I will actually miss) "The Caretaker" and he loved it. Other teachers in ( Read more... )

The exam went ok today...and I mean THE exam. My last ever A-level...now I'm technically free.

I don't feel free though. I feel sick and tired...This is not the emotional release of pressure I was expecting...maybe I just need more sleep.

Now onto find a job, work on a film and organise a film festival. I reckon it could be rewarding to do all three ( Read more... )