I graduate in 2 weeks. I suppose I should be excited. or scared. or something. but really I'm not anything but tired. not only tired of what's going on and what's been going on but what is yet to come. I think I'd like to disappear for a bit.

A situation I consider at times involves the ethics of conjoined twins. Certainly it is not uncommon for a set of conjoined twins to be on unequal footing, even such an unequal footing that one twin is able to maintain his/her own vitality while the other depends on a specific function or organ of the first, such as a heart or a vital artery. ( Read more... )

every time my blood turns cold I think "I should really be stronger than this by now" but I'm not. it happens less frequently, but it's always just as jarring, just as forceful, like falling out of a tree.

I don't know what that feeling is.

I wish all the inhabitable (or is it "habitable"? I can never remember) land weren't already claimed...I'd kind of like to found my own country

I remember being three years old, in the backseat of my parents' Ford Escort at the stoplight at Washington and Rockville. I was at that stoplight a lot, and I always thought that the stoplight looked like a face with a red eye, yellow nose, and mouth that was white when on (open) and blue when closed (off). Anyhow, this one time in particular, I ( Read more... )

I've been playing a lot of checkers lately

I feel like I'm running on a treadmill, but instead of increasing my endurance and stengthening my muscles I'm exhausing myself and my muscles are atrophying.

I need some rest.

I'm tired of everything.

I don't know why I write in this, it doesn't make me feel better.

if you're raped in Pakistan you don't have a case unless there were at least 4 witnesses. geez-o-pete if we needed 4 witnesses to prosecute someone around here we'd never have any jail overcrowding issues. the lesson to be learned from this must be: as long as no one (or less than 4) sees you do it, you didn't do anything wrong.

what is terror? I'm pretty sure I experienced a glimpse of terror today, something so paralyzing like a punch to the stomach that I couldn't continue to think about it, something right under my nose. I have said for a long time that land has no significance, that it's foolish and weak to remain in a place because it is simply one's "home." this ( Read more... )

Savior ( Read more... )