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i'll be 16 on the 12th
hannah pierced my upper left ear
in the cartilage
it was a good pain
and now my ear is alittle swollen
but it's getting better
i've been cleaning it like crazy

spent the night at hannah's house last night
along with betty
had a bon fire
ran to albertsan's for marshmallows and graham crackers
stayed up super late
smoking cigarettes and walking in the streets of Rossmoore
with mike saw 3 giant raccoons and talked for hours
about death, life, demons, ghosts, God, stars,
sleep paralysis, and other scary

i could go for some adderall right now.

i looked in the mirror and saw someone different.