I love Jonas Hiller. He's so damn adorable and sexy and hot and cute and SWEDISH! I've always liked the Russians, Germans, and Norwegians. I guess I'll add the Sweds to the list.


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you probably won't find much here any more
i'm just going to use this to lurk and post on other people's journals and communities

maybe in the future whenever i get a camera i'll post pictures and maybe some of my art but for now expect this journal to be pretty bare
however feel free to comment
i always reply ♥

alot of my posts start with the word FUCK ( Read more... )

fuck i haven't posted seriously in AGES ( Read more... )

i'm 17 years old
i'll be 18 in a month and 4 days
i'm a junior at a continuation school
i'm bulimic and i have no job

..with a white hot knife, just now. the burning sensation of a dagger such as this is indescribable. painful in everyway, mind, body, and spirit. all at the sight of one little thing.

i think i might die...

(...daniel's birthday is on the 11th)

oh there's a terrible pain in my chest ( Read more... )

i've learned to live my life according ( Read more... )

damn i just realized how much i've changed over the past year ( Read more... )

drinking is now a problem now.
kinda figured out that i can be really
violent in a moments notice and not
really give a shit who i hurt.
i feel like an alcoholic. except i'm not.
because i can be through the day without it
only... i'll be miserable the entire day.