i feel dead.

excess, late nights, early mornings, no rest, penniless, love wrecked, room's a fucking mess, bills, bitch, bitch, bitch.

new hampshire tommorow after work.  get away from the squalor and hard living. good, clean family fun.  gain a few lbs. i did, however, restring the geetar.  rebuilding the empire, baby.

amalia denali bradstreet ( Read more... )

well, it finally happened.

here i am sitting in a bedroom furnished for one, catering to two. back to one again this evening with the eastern sun waning, dragging it's arms through the windows on its way down from three stories up, breeze rolling through our tiny capital of sex, smiles, and disaster.  i finished off the last of a cheap bottle and ( Read more... )

what's up? what is the fucking deal ( Read more... )

 my mind is bleeding and my mouth is teething

best weekend ever.  there was a fair and beer and movies and bowling and reeses whoppers and lemon cake and cheesy tourist attractions and dragon themed playgrounds and ducks and scrabble and video games and funny hats and fountains adn burritos and pictures and no doubt and two people who are in love that i love and that love me.  gosh darn. i ( Read more... )

a trainwrecking of flesh sings 
past a door always kept shut 
two paces shy of your own

she's collecting her bee stings 
like cage faced canaries 
rattling the mineshaft
at 4 in the morning

something at the factory
always laughing after me
he's poison for the scenery
in some Eden's garden party

some damsels are as devils do
short of what to undress
no distress ( Read more... )

true story. bitchez do dig the assholez.

full moons. rrrrllllllllll drrrrrrnnnnnnkkkkk.

blurg ( Read more... )

 motherfucker ( Read more... )

it's mee mums birthday today so i've got call pop and my seesters since i forgot to call them yesterday.  my ear started semi-working again and i started writing the motown song i've been wanting to write forever.been up since 4 am on my day off for no reason.  it's cold today and i'm not a fan.  i wouldn't mind getting high and watching some ( Read more... )