ummmmmm

tomorrow is new year's eve.

life is confusing.

i think i want to move to california.

or new york city.

or london.

or anywhere but here.

why am i never happy?

are you going to scarborough fair?

and in that moment, i swear we were infinite...

things have been really fucked up lately.
it hurts so bad.
i just want the pain to go away.
i dont want to hurt anymore.
i just want safety.

and love.

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happy autumn.

i want to love unconditionally.
and to be loved unconditionally.

the world can be beautiful if we let it.
only it's really hard sometimes.
i want to see beauty.
i need to be reminded.
my environment suffocates me.

things are going...

i dont know where though.

i feel like i'm without direction. or purpose really.
i dont know how to feel about things.
being happy is so hard.
i like it.
and i don't.

definitely a double-edged sword.
i want to write more.

time moves too quickly.

"but this time, i wished we had more time"

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