how can you honestly apologize for leaving, when that was the only thing you EVER did right?

I love little kids. and I love beaufort.

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so here's a summary of my year. the good, the bad, the painful, the ugly

january: still lived on 41. started going out with devon again. I was really close with kaleigh. and we looked like this

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AGAIN with the fucking IVs
and painkillers
and hospitals.
goddammit.

oh well,
at least the format's new
live EP comes out at exactly....
12:01 AM tonight.
will I be the first fan to get/hear?
you better fucking believe it.

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pointless video. I should be at school. with people. I think I'm even getting tired of my cat. jesus I'm loosing it.

I'm going crazzzzzzzzy jsoijhgiuhgsg
I want to go back to school.
at least I have my new laptop to entertain me.

my mom says sonny moore is gross, I think its gross that she thinks he's gross.
regardless of what she thinks I'm going to shamelessly mack all over him on october 18, fuck yes.

edit: these are from the hospital presurgery


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so surgery went ok, I'm really swollen and bruised and REALLY fucking sick of being on drugs but I'm starting to feel like myself again, which I'm so glad for. Its funny how I miss stupid things like driving and sitting around with people, but I really do. I got new painkillers tonight, the other ones made me feel sick and these are supposed to be ( Read more... )

yes, its true. Kaleigh moved in to my house. its a thing she and my mom worked out.

haven't even talked to calie much. god dammit I really hope that everything I worked so hard to build up didn't just fall for no reason.

PS here's a treat.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MZ2ZrnsDAkQ