Days turned into months and years ( Read more... )

It's been over two years and still my heart feels more torn and more anguished than the day that my world came tumbling down. My greatest fear is that I wasn't good enough, that I'm still not good enough for the only girl I have ever truely loved. For the only girl i was willing to give up everything....and nothing ( Read more... )

Yesterday was particularly bad. I  was supposed to have Monday-Friday off however I ended up needing to go into the office to take care of a whole lot of crap that I don't really care about. Fortunately the day allowed me to keep focused on my work so I didn't really have the time to let my mind wander, like during most days this time of year ( Read more... )

It's been a long time and now since I know that no one reads this I feel like that this is as best a time as ever to get my feelings out without seeming overly desperate for attention or self loathing.  I mean I am self loathing right now but it's ok when only I know that.

The cause of this is and for the last several years has been one person or ( Read more... )

some people just really annoy me, and they need to get back into touch with reality! that is all

I suck!

swear that I can go on forever again ( Read more... )

I will outline the patch of my legal carreer and of my ominious political career in sections in the next couple days. It will include a detailed analysis of the genesis of these career choices as well as implications of each.

Through my existance I have passed a lot of people, made a lot of friends and lost a lot of friends, this I think is a natural phenomon. Oh yes, "trust but one in a thousand to be your friend". This is because our society is not composed of people who love each other, no I give into lockean ideology that life is war, due to competition as well as ( Read more... )

well I got together with the boys yesterday at 1 oclock and we moseyed on down to the community center where we decided to pay 8 bucks to play some basketball...pretty steep rate to pay, just to play basketball. Unfortunately the community centers policy is that you have to buy a day pass for everything, there is no distenction between just coming ( Read more... )