.....i can't explain how i feel. I hate it, its wearing me out. I need to relax. I'll be fine...thats what i keep telling myself, but the more i have to tell myself that, the less hopeful i feel. I'm not smilling anymore.

He drowns in his dreams ( Read more... )

God damn it, it feels like this is just never gonna get any better. I can't shake this off....

Every once in awhile i'll feel amazing...and then i'm reminded of what i got myself into. What a stupid bitch i was...Shoulda listened to my friends.

I GOT MY TICKETS!!!......Section 118 Row 2 Seats 13,14,15,16. I'm so excited and yet kinda angry that i'm not closer!
I was second inline...how could the closet be in the 100 levels?!?!....oh well...i shouldn't complain..atleast i'm going...:-(....we'll see how fired up i get when October 13th gets alittle closer!!!....I'M GONNA BE ESTATIC!

Holdin' you close, chasin' that moon.
Spinnin' all night,
Lovin' just who you are:
Sparks flyin' in the dark.
Shootin' out lights, huntin' down dreams,
Figurin' out what love really means:
Baby, givin' you my heart,
Is a real fine place to start.

Thats how i feel today....I'm on my way to work...9:30 to 5:30

HOLY SHIT!......THEIR COMING TO BUFFALO!!!...I think I might just die ( Read more... )

Well i'm at school right now, My math class got out at 11:15...so i have done absolutly nothing for about 2 hours...cause my next class doesn't start untill 1...And the best part about this, is that i can go on the computer udneranything i want...and just surf the web for hours on end!....i'm thinking about seeing if i can install aim. cause that ( Read more... )

Well first day of classes started, and i have to say they weren't that bad at all....maybe its because the first class was canceled, and my second one was only english!...BUT nevertheless i like it. I think i'm gonna do real good in college! i honestly can't wait to do the assignments. We have to read 75 pages by thursday and i've already started. ( Read more... )

I'm not ready to start school tomorrow. I don't even know if i wanna be a nurse! But i guess its better to have a good career to fall back on incase i can't find anything i really wanna do with my life. Personally being a housewife would satisfy me! live at home, while my husband goes out to work, watch our beautiful children. Wait for him to come ( Read more... )