It seems to be that I'm going to win "most outspoken". Woo Hoo! I get my picture really big in the year book ( Read more... )

on christmas eve we found out that a boy that shows horses with us killed himself. He was 16 years old ( Read more... )

Though it seems over the past 3 months my life has become hell, I have also met my ultimate happiness ( Read more... )

recently i decided that i am going to go to counsling. My mother and my g-ma and my youth minister think that it would be a good idea. I have got all of this crazy anger inside of me, and i feel like i am going crazy. So what's something i can do to try to get rid of it? Pay somebody to listen to my problems. My dad is driving me nuts. ( Read more... )

I have been so completely out of it today, and a total bitch to boot. My grandma called to talk to me about my father. Everytime I get news on him.. It just makes me want to scream and punch a whole in the wall or something. I can't help but cry my eyes out ( Read more... )

My night took a turn when my mom called me and told me that someone had broken out the passenger window of my car and stole my CD player. I have never even actually been able to drive my car. Sure I took it around the neighborhood twice, but being that it is a stick, and i never really had the chance to learn to drive it... This really just ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wonder what real significance my life really has. And other times, I know that I will someday do something great.

Lately my life is so full of ups and downs I am beyond stressed. I want a smooth life. Yes.. That is what I want.

My mind is set on thinking of past events. All of last summer was pure good times ( Read more... )

I just got home today from camp. It was a church deal. I went thinking that I would do nothing but hate it, and I did for the first 2 days. Then I started hanging out with my friend Sarah and Kavon and Rance. They were more my kind of people ( Read more... )

What the fuck? My mom is engaged. I have never hated anything more in my life. I want nothing more than to move out. I don't care where.. and I don't care with who. I just want to go anywhere that I don't have to live with Alan. I hate him. He is so happy all the time. He is so fake. I feel like my mom is getting herself into something all ( Read more... )