college is hard...in more ways than just academically.

I wanna sleep on the hard ground
In the comfort of your arms
On a pillow of bluebonnets
In a blanket made of stars

Oh it sounds good to me

Cowboy take me away
Fly this girl as high as you can
Into the wild blue
Set me free oh I pray
Closer to heaven above and
Closer to you closer to you

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so i moved in on saturday.
i love love love my roommate kristina. she is really cool, and she loves red bull too so that's a big plus.
we went to a party saturday night bc it was her boyfriends birthday.
we had a lot of fun. 
i am thinking about joining a sorority. something i never really saw myself doing. 
...but at the party we talked to these two ( Read more... )

today has been a rollercoaster ride.
i am happy//sad//excited//nervous//scared//anxious about tomorrow.
i have been packing all day. 
i spent a lot of time with my brother today. that made me happy.
kate and i went to moe's and then i went to her house. that made me sad. 
thennnn erin came over. that was a breath of fresh air.... after all the soggy ( Read more... )

i am so mixed up.
i leave on saturday and i am no where near ready.
i have spent the last two days trying to get everything ready to leave.
it's just so sad, that i don't even want to pack.
it seems like it's really hard on my parents, too.
i seem to catch my dad sometimes being really quiet and looking off in space, about to cry.
i catch my mom looking ( Read more... )

so, today was my 18th birthday.
last night sucked.
this morning sucked.
i got a speeding ticket. that was tight. 86 in a 65. happy birthday. duh.
when i got home from camping i slept til one but kept getting distracted.
thennn kristi and i went to lunch and then a movie. we saw step up. it was amazing. duh.
oh, and then kristi planned a surprise dinner ( Read more... )

fuck you too.

THIS IS SO FUCKING GAY.

birthday sunday. 
move in next saturday. ((thank God.))

i want to get out right now.
i want to leave everything and everyone.

fuck this.

don't call me at 9 in the morning and ask what i am doing. i'm sleeping. duh.
and don't tell me that you want to hang out later and then not call back. 
and don't text me later after church to say that you were at a hockey game. 
and then don't call me to say that you are coming and then text me to ask if tomorrow is better. today was fine. for me. ( Read more... )

my internet hasn't been working since friday. that storm took out our phone and did some other damage. the router for my wireless internet was blown and we need to get another one. until then i'm on this lame ass computer.

i don't know what to do.

i'm ready to leave, but not.
i miss kate a lot.