so, i'm laying on my bedroom floor looking up on my bed full of clothes i need to pack up for school. 
...and i'm listening to a cd kate burnt me. i'm going to have to say it's my favorite one, simply bc i listen to it the most.

and so i feel weird. i feel like i'm leaving tomorrow. i miss kate.

live for today
we'll dream tomorrow
we've got big plans ( Read more... )

and i just wanna cry.
oh, wait, i have been.

you got mad at me. i can't believe i actually had the guts to say that to you, and you got mad. and i stopped talking. and i stopped bc i was scared. and started to cry. but you didn't notce. you just wanted a hug and kiss goodbye. and i was glad you left. but i felt bad for making you mad. but you would ( Read more... )

duhhhhh. fuck. duh.

i don't know.
today sucked.
well, kinda.

last night jarrett and gerard showed up at my house around 1 in the morning, so we went to taco bell. on the way home we saw 2 *pardon me* black people breaking into some guys truck in my neighborhood.so, of course we pulled over and the guys run. duh. and im on the phone with the police  ( Read more... )

i love the movie annapolis. man. 
tyrese and james are my favorite.


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i'm sorry.
i don't know why i didn't just tell you the truth.
you are my best friend. and i lied. and i deserve to go to hell.
i'm sorry. really. i hope you can trust me again... someday.

first off, kate is my life. our talk today was wonderful. it's what i needed. without even realizing how much i actually did need it. i still can't get over the fact i cried. especially, crying bc summer is fading away. and faster than i can even think. i work too much. roadtrip ohsix may be exactly what i need. i hope everything works out. anyway ( Read more... )

i need to talk to you, girl. a lot has happened. well, kind of. and i can't wait to hear about your trip.

a lot of people complained to me today at work. it was a very negative day. but if someone gave me attitude, i gave it right back. what is this world coming to? if you are not going to buy a cookie because we don't sell milk, you shouldn't make ( Read more... )

you always leave me like this.
with the worst feeling in the back of my stomach.
it's hard to explain.
and i lay there....watching you sleep. and i am so confused.
but i can't walk away. i can't turn away. there is just something about you...

Well, you're just across the street
Looks a mile to my feet
I want to go to you
Funny how I'm nervous still
I've ( Read more... )

yeah, so i am a kid.
i go see movies under stars. especially when it's ice age 2. duh.


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i miss you. so much. your text messages make me the happiest girl in the world...
"where'd you go?
i miss you so
seems like it's been forever
that you've been gone
....please come back home..."
-Fort Minor

"I gotta keep leaving, if I'm going to get over you
I gotta keep moving, I've had all I can do
I gotta believe in, we both know the truth
Good-bye Mr. ( Read more... )