this was the worst christmas ever..........

it makes me wish i hadnt bothered getting out of bed to be dissapointed to the point of tears.

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Your Passion is Blue
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as time slows to a stop when i want it to speed up most i feel your arms around me and suddenly everything is fine

i went to see Ron White today and he was so funny all new material! i got the tickets because my sister in law is preggers and well my mom will have to sit for the Gabby if she goes into labour (she was due today ( Read more... )

lilly billy died

lilly is killing herself shes starving herself anyone have anytips? she wont even eat celery her favorite food...

this is sad to make my room more soothing to me i lit candels and am currently watching a sad as fuck movie and surfing the web. yeah this is great when did my life go to shit?

i feel like i am fading away and everything is leaving me empty inside at the end of the day  i cry myself to sleep praying for something to change me that doesnt involve upper pills or therapy i am so sick of those. its not my brother making me sad its me and i cant stop it and i dont know where to go.

WHERE THE FUCK DO I GO FROM HERE?!

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