Wow so it seems like this week has been filled with nothing but disappointments. Friday my mom calls and tells me that she found me somewhere to move into...it would be with my cousin and 4 other people. Got super excited and even made sure with her that i wasn't just getting excited and then going to get my hopes crushed, she said no its a for ( Read more... )

It's crazy how meeting one person can change a lot of the way i look at things. I'm not saying that other people don't influence my thoughts, like my really good friends and family...but lately one person has been the most influential in my change in thoughts. And definitely the changes that have been occuring have been for the good ( Read more... )

So i guess i haven't updated in a while...so i'll try to remember all the things i've done lately ( Read more... )

So this weekend was a lot of fun. Friday i went to the eye doctor (my eyes are getting worse...and i have to get these special contacts), i took my bird in for a check-up (the only thing wrong is that i'm feeding him the wrong food...oops), finally got up the nerve to tell billy that i want all my stuff back, watched 4 movies (i've watched so many ( Read more... )

So anyways...today is my least favorite day of the year...but i'm sure that's true for a lot of people...i used to skip this day of school every year but can't really do that in college...hopefully it won't be to bad cuz i'm only gonna be on campus for 2 classes...we'll see ( Read more... )

So yesterday i went with Lindsay to get pierced...got my little nose pierced and i think it looks cute...now i'm trying to decide what i'm gonna get next...i'm really addicted, can ya tell ( Read more... )

I was doing so good...i was ready to move on and was totally getting over him....i hadn't cried about the whole thing in like 3 weeks and i hadn't talked to him in 3 weeks...i really hadn't been thinking about it much...but for some stupid reason my head the last 2 days has been stuck on him...i think it's cuz i'm sick and he used to take really ( Read more... )

So my weekend kind of started with Thursday. Thursday I finished my paper on the history of calendars for my J-Term class and then friday i took the final for the class. I think i did pretty good on both, but we'll see. So I'm done with that stupid class and I start my new classes on Wednesday...Anthropology, Geometry, Teaching Art and Teaching ( Read more... )

So i'm definitely getting better...i made a pact with myself and a few of my friends to not call him anymore and i've actually not called him for a week...well i called him saturday but that was because i had a dream that he died and it really freaked me out, but i only talked to him for like a minute so i'm not counting that...my goal is to let ( Read more... )

So i haven't written anything new since the break-up....things are about the same with me though....i'm still really sad and really hurt....i talk to him sometimes and it makes things a little better but i really just miss him....basically everything is in his court right now...he knows how i feel....I LOVE HIM!...but he isn't sure what he wants ( Read more... )