Seems the only one who doesn't see your beauty
Is the face in the mirror looking back at you
You walk around here thinking you're not pretty
But that's not true, cause I know you...

Hold on, baby, you're losing it
The water's high, you're jumping into it
And letting go... and no one knows
That you cry, but you don't tell anyone
That you might not be the ( Read more... )

Should I feel bad about a decision I made because someone else doesn't approve of it?

The decisoin was mine to make and any consequenses or heartache that may be caused because of it are also mine to deal with. I don't feel bad about it and would not do it differently if given the chance to do it over. Whatever happens next, I'll just take one day ( Read more... )

When all is said and done
Will we still feel pain inside?
Will the scars go away with night?
Try to smile for the morning light
It's like the best dream to have
Where every thing is not so bad
Every tear is so alone
Like God himself is coming home to say

I, I can do anything
If you want me here
And I can fix any thing
If you let me near
Where are ( Read more... )

Miserable end to the night last night. Walked home alone in the pouring rain at 1:30 in the morning ( Read more... )

I have noticed that when things are going well and I am happy, I do not journal. The only time I come here is when I am unhappy or frustrated. Months at a time with no postings then something happens and I'm right back here again. Always the same complaint too.... and today is no exception ( Read more... )

This was sent to me today, just thought I would share it.

There's a new wind blowin' like I've never known.
I'm breathin' deeper than I've ever done.
And it sure feels good, to finally feel the way I do.
I wanna love somebody,
Love somebody like you.

And I'm letting go of all my lonely yesterdays
I've forgiven myself for the mistakes I've made
Now theres ( Read more... )

 I almost wish I was blissfully ignorant ( Read more... )

Just another quick update ( Read more... )

 So I've fucked up again...according to my parents anyway. I need to get the hell out of this house and back into an apartment again ( Read more... )

I can feel the magic floating in the air
Being with you gets me that way
I watch the sunlight dance across your face
And i've never been this swept away
All my thoughts just seem to settle on the breeze
When i'm lying wrapped up in your arms
The whole world just fades away
The only thing I hear
Is the beating of your heart

Cause I can feel you breathe
It's ( Read more... )