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I've recently been giving this huge change a ton of thought. Change to what, I don't know. Change from what, the sciences. Chemistry, biology...dentistry. My mapped-out plan I've had since I was twelve. I'm not happy studying this stuff. I feel like a phony. As much as I know I would be very happy as a dentist, [because I would, I've been around it ( Read more... )

I hate the word babycakes.

It's 2:12am. I just got back, and I'm probably not in the best condition to be writing this. It's sad. Situations change, and the people you once relied on are no longer around. You can't even get in touch with them in the middle of the night, outside your dorm, standing in the snow in your pajamas, coat, and boots. Why do things have to change so ( Read more... )

The George Carlin Theory:"The most unfair thing about life is the way it ends. I mean, life is tough. It takes up a lot of your time. What do you get at the end of it? A Death. What's that, a bonus? I think the life cycle is all Backwards. You should die first, get it out of the way. Then you live in an old age home. You get kicked out when you're ( Read more... )

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. It ( Read more... )

I'm trying this new thing where I actually study for things, and it seems to be working, since I got an A on my Chemistry exam last week. Last week I also had a Spanish test [of which I still don't know the results], and a bunch of other work to do. Same with this week. Along with the huge fact that I can't use the internet on my computer because I ( Read more... )

Jess: Eventually, because this is human nature, your feelings will evolve in one direction or the other ( Read more... )

A milestone. I've decided there's nothing for me to do but put up a brick wall separating my heart from the ruin that used to be this friendship. I can't continue to hope for the respect and consideration I know I deserve, because when I consistently don't get it, I always end up feeling hurt and empty. This happens almost daily. Although I know I ( Read more... )

Today has been great. I woke up easily and happily since no drinking happened last night [a fact which I felt very good about]. It was raining. Ate breakfast, finished watching When Harry Met Sally, one of my favorite movies. It was raining. Settled in on my bed by the open window with my homework, still raining. Had a wonderful, long, and ( Read more... )