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Reasons Why I am Awesome
Today rocked. I was woken up by a phone call telling me I got a job in San Francisco working at a literacy program for preschoolers. High five to me! Then I threw in some laundry, ran some errands and came home for lunch. Still more errands to do, but I feel absolutely awesome and SO much more relaxed about moving. I also consolidated my student ( Read more... ) -
I've got a week to figure this all out
Coming home sucked. That's about as nice as I can put it. The minute I walked off the plane and called my mom it started all over again. Some people are just toxic. I'm thinking about not going back to school, moving to California to be with Jason, getting a regular job and maybe going back to school later. Have you ever been somewhere or with ( Read more... ) -
Lately in lists
I started this post a few times in the past week but never got around to finishing it. Vacation is awesome. I know I haven't had a job in 1 year and 5 days (wow just typing that made me feel lazy) but living in New York City is a full time job, people. It wears you down. After finishing my summer session at school I can now also celebrate being ( Read more... ) -
STRESSED
I hate my mom. I really, really, really hate my mom. No, better yet, I hate myself for putting me in this situation where my stomach feels sick all the time and I don't know what I'm doing. I hate myself for not being stronger, for losing my job, for trusting people, for wanting to go to grad school. You're supposed to be able to trust your mother ( Read more... ) -
More for me than you...
It's been raining for the past 14 hours straight. Raining like God is draining his Olympic sized swimming pool directly over NYC. It's the thing I've missed most about living in Chicago--weather. I've gotten used to the mild storms that comes with living on the coast. There's something beautiful about the way the air can stand still in the Midwest ( Read more... ) -
Is it June yet?
So I have today to finish up all my projects (yeah right) and a math final tomorrow I haven't even looked at. After my math final I'm running straight to LaGuardia to pick up Jason. Sunday is the wedding and Desperate Housewives finale (guess which one I'm more excited about? Hint: NOT the first one). Monday I have to crash write a final paper. ( Read more... ) -
Something borrowed, something blue...
Time is going by crazy fast. I had my formal observation with my kids and the evil teacher last week. No word yet on how I did, but I'll find out on Wednesday. I thought it went really well, even with a mess up or two. I really love my kids and we have so much fun together. I've also made a HUGE dent in the final project area, so I might actually ( Read more... ) -
Recap
So the day of her birthday, Aviva moved back to Chicago. I have relatively little to say about that, which is why I've avoided writing about it until now. Because when it happened I had A WHOLE LOT to say about it, but now, when my room is quiet and spacious and I can watch whatever I want on tv I choose to think about those things instead ( Read more... ) -
You may think you're alone, think again...
So I'm leaving to go to the airport to go pick up Jason in just under an hour and half. I've showered, had lunch, gone to CVS for extra hair stuff ($70 later I had found more than hair stuff, oye..), put on a bit of make up, and cleaned the room for the millionth time. All that's left to do is put on pants (my least favorite thing to do.. pajamas ( Read more... )