just writing in this thing makes me feel emo....

school/life is upon the horizon,  and theres no turning back tonight.  Say your peace and move the fuck on.  eat or be eaten.

come on life!  show me what you got.

its sooo nice out and i get home from work and everyone's busy!

andrewwwwwww<3   hurry the hell up and finish ur exams,  i miss you!

well i havent updated in a while,   and i wanna make you smile just as much as you make me smile:

-You're cute   -You're polite   -You're respectful   -You're fun   -You're funny   -You're trust worthy   -You say dumb things that are the cutest things ive ever heard.   -You're always there when i need you   -You listen   -You like most things i like ( Read more... )

Dad,  where ever you ended up in the end of these two long years i hope your happy,  and safe.  Thats all anyone deserves.

i also hope that mama has come completely to terms with things,  since you're what changed her life when she was really young... and you were all she had left of her first husband....

i also hope your not mad that i feel asleep ( Read more... )

So i know what i'm giving up for lent (which starts on wednesday if u didnt know)

i'm giving up my unnessecary weight!!!   thats right.  for the next 40days (if i last that long and if people help me) i plan on being 115 again.   so thats only like 10 or 15 pounds i guess.

really.... my goal is to fit into my fav jeans that i barely fit into last ( Read more... )

i'm soooo fucking excited!

i have a boyfriend on valentine's day for the first time in my life!!!!!!   i mean,  even thought i wont get to see him on it i'll still just sit there and love the thought of him..... damn university mid-terms straight to freaking hell.

i'll miss youuu<3

anyways,  since no one writes anymore i might as well haha.
i got my ( Read more... )

i am soooo worn out already..

and my first exam is only tomorrow.

god. have mercy on me with these exams!   they scare me.

i wish i had a snowmobile working.... i seen one pass me today on my way home from the dentist and i was in love.

just the smell of the gas gets me jealous... its a different smell because it burns alot of oil in the gas..... but man, i fucking love the smell. and the sound.... and everything u can possibly love about it.  oh... and the speed...... ( Read more... )

less than three weeks and then this semester is done...

time flies,   its kinda scary.

i wish i could fly though, thatd be pretty fucken awsome.

this christmas was so so.  kinda disappointing actually.

i didnt get much but i didnt want much to begin with so i'm not complaining.  just what i got from my close family is nothing close to anything i like.  my mom got me this nice fake fur lined sweater from urban behavior?  since when have i EVER worn fake fur or ANYTHING from urban behavior.   ( Read more... )