omg omg omg omg omg i'm sooo fucking happy with life right now.

I'M BACK IN VOCALS AS OF NEXT MONDAY!!!!!!!!!   this like made my life.  i love vocals.  sooo uber much.  my mom wanted to say no... but i almost started crying and said id pay half.  she said she'd try.   like she was gonna still say no....   but i love music.

i joined senior band too ( Read more... )

well here i rant.

yesterday was my b-day.   woot woot 17 now!

today i worked.  i think i'm quitting cause i fucking have to do too much.   at least i make $9 an hour now.   soon to be $10 hopefully like i was promised cause i'm gonna go in and BITCH.  yup yup.

i'm sooo fucking bored with school too.   im used to all university level classes and now i' ( Read more... )

caught off guard
all worked up
the air is as dark and cold as night
let me go
i'm not done
i swear i'll take just one lifetime and i

i won't lie
i won't sin
maybe i don't wanna go
can't you wait
maybe i don't wanna go

summer has slipped through my fingers....  and i dont know how i'm gonna deal with like a million of you all leaving....

you all better still visit.

ps i miss you dad

k,  so ya i have a stalker.

i was with my friend pat at country style and agrued to not let him pay for me.  and this guy behind us in line just starts talking to us (mostly aimed at me) and he talks even faster then i do and mummed and we just be polite back and go to our seats. like 5 mins later this same guy walks over to us and asks if he ( Read more... )

well i spent time at my trailor and like a week and mara's cottage and then i went  to warped with jerry and jordan.   really fun week.    but i havent had a moment to myself at all.  like yaaaa i wouldnt trade it for the world... but i think i need to take a day or two for myself.

something that bugged my last week at tamara's cottage was the ( Read more... )

i'll make this quick since i want a shower before work.

yesterday at jim harrison day 2 (or as polito said jim harrison appreciation day) i played my first gane of fuck you,  and stupid billabong made it a rule that we couldnt swear... and i kept saying shit.  so i kept having to drink.   and then after that game for some stupid, stupid reason when ( Read more... )

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what can i say about summer?    its pretty alright.     a few good parties,  alot of working.  went away once,  and probably will again this upcoming weekend... things are pretty damn good besides work.

but i want NEED do something to mark this summer.  cause i kinda feel like ive done nothing at all this year, and it has to change.    i need to ( Read more... )

i dont want tomorrow to come.

because nothing at all can beat today.

air hockey, movies, shopping, walks in the park, and the beach with a awsome sunset that looks like a blow up boat when its almost gone.