I heard a new song today on "Possum radio" no, that's really what it's called my friends. It's out of Kentucky and they literally play anything and everything. They played Johnny Cash, Ricky Skaggs, and the Bee Gee's within minutes of one another today and...it's odd to me that years ago I would be like Appalachian music makes me wanna puke. I'm ( Read more... )

I'm not certain what's going on with me right now...I don't really care. This has just been a really bad year thus far. I mean it hasn't been all that bad...but I'm just not happy with it. I'm pissy about everything. I've decided I'm going to go get put on a new pill that's supposed to help with PMDD cuz I think I live on it. I'm so unhappy ( Read more... )

And thank goodness. I've been so emotionally fragile it's sickening. I never dreamed I'd fall into another pit of despair and depression, but it happened...and hopefully things will get better and I'll pull out of it. I'm pretty darn sure I'll be getting my check for the calendar soon YAY. It's been since the summertime coming, I really wanted ( Read more... )

I'm hoping for death within the next couple of hours so I don't have to endure another year on this earth. I am sick and tired of being around people who are crazy. If I could just die, I'd be fine. I hate living in this house, I hate being around these people. I hope to God that Julie and I can find a place to live next year because if we don't ( Read more... )

I don't understand myself at all. Maybe my definition of humble is different from everyone else's...or maybe I really am extremely insecure about everything. In all honesty, I don't find myself that great. I don't think I'm very pretty, I try to be nice, but sometimes I'm a bitch, there's just not much goin for me in my book. So why is it that ( Read more... )

I'm really confused, and I'm certain that soon my entire grasp of reality will be gone. I'm losing it...it in it's entirety. My life was so great not all that long ago, then I set events in motion to drive me to the point...you know that point we all reach...where we have to decide...will I allow my flaws to overtake me and make me clinically ( Read more... )

I made it! today I finished my first 8 o clock exam, tomorrow I have another and I had one at 2 today...that's over :) Stats and Sociology are officially done for me. I have OT and WCIV tomorrow, then Finite Wed. and I get to go home! YAY. I've had to watch Girl, Interrupted this evening to write a paper on later...and I wonder if maybe I dont ( Read more... )

Thank God we all made it thru. I woke up this morning...it was a typical day I expected to do absolutely nothing special and just kinda hang out here at home with my family. Mom called this morning and asked me to clean the house while she was painting for a lady in Nickelsville. I told her no problem and I started washing dishes, making beds, ( Read more... )

There's one thing that I can't stand, and that's the fact that guys try to make girls so freakin insecure all the time. That's the WORST fucking thing you can do, just a lil FYI. If you fuck with our minds, and it's continuous...you're gonna screw us up forever. THANKS. Why is it that there's such a big issue about boob size? I'm pretty damned ( Read more... )

I can't wait to go home for break. After next Monday, two full weeks, exams and I'm finished with the first semester of my sophomore year at wise...which is actually my junior year now...stupid school. I can't wait to get out for good. I think I'll actually go over the summer tho and get some shiz outta the way. I got a lot to do and very ( Read more... )