I'm sorry is all I can say. Accept it or reject it because I'm sick and tired of waiting on an answer. I'm a big girl and if you say bye-bye, I'm movin on to bigger better things. If you want to try to work something out...let a girl know so she can get her list compiled of things that you need to work on whilst in the relationship. Today I've ( Read more... )

I had all I'd ever need...and I messed it up. All I can do now is pray that I didn't cause so much pain to someone that I love that they can never be with me again. I just want things to be okay, I hate myself for everything that's gone on. I'm stupid. If I had just listened to what he said...I'd be fine right now. Well there's no doubt about ( Read more... )

I could've never guessed that this year would hold so much for me. I mean I was planning on making a new start and gettin things accomplished...and I have. I've also had the sweetest boyfriend anyone could ever ask for since school started, he's in no way perfect...but he's completely and i do mean COMPLETELY honest with me...and he just kinda ( Read more... )

Today has been such a blah day. I got up, was gonna go to school and then I realized I still felt bad from yesterday and that I was gettin so hot I wanted to pass out. So I decided to go to the dr. and yes, I am being treated for a UTI. At least this time, it's nowhere near as painful as the first time I had one back in April. The one I had in ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wish I already knew who I was supposed to end up with. I know that takes the fun out of it...I just wonder if time will last long enough for me to become a psychologist, and artist and supermodel...I don't know. I wish I knew if I would ever have kids or ever get married or ever even be engaged? I know that time has literally almost ( Read more... )

Gosh I've had so much on my mind this week. I've been worried about my dog cuz they had to take her back to the dr. I've had some trying times this week needless to say. School has been easy as usual, but I just found out on Tues that I had to declare my major, which I already had in mind exactly what I'd do so it wasnt a huge issue, I was just ( Read more... )

I am anticipating how hopefully painful the remainder of this day will be for me. I have had some minor allusions as to the fact that it will be here soon, although I hate it, I have to endure it once again. I had Annah here in the house with me most of the morning, I just woke up at 10:30 and it looks like a monsoon outside...why can't it be ( Read more... )

Last night was such a good night :) I got to see Jason even tho we both had really bad days...my day just sucked...it was rainy, I had 4 boring classes and nothing exciting happened, I went out to eat with Brenda and almost caused two or three accidents which by the grace of God was allowed to avoid them. That's about all that happened with me. ( Read more... )

Today has been kinda weird for me...I have been so confident lately...and normally all I do is worry about something pretty much anything. I have pretty much decided that if my boyfriend did decide that he wanted to be with someone else...then he's a moron...because I am just so awesome and if he doesn't realize that, then I don't need to waste my ( Read more... )

I'm really sad today...I just want to go home, I want to see my family, I miss Julie like something horrible cuz I haven't seen her since August...I want to see my dogs, I just want a break.  I'm about to cry.  This week I was pretty busy, Sunday I saw Jason for a few hours and then had to leave to go to a meeting, which i was late for thanks to ( Read more... )