My life has become more and more meaningless as I get older. Im tired of being sad all of the time. i love you

So I tried Salvia the other day and it was so crazy I think its the most intense thing Ive ever done and it is legal (I don't know why). I told my dad about it and it was so awkward because I really don't drink often or anything and I feel like he thinks Im some kind of loser because Im not trying to party all the time at school. He keeps asking ( Read more... )

I got a new computer today and I feel like I never want to get off of it. My parents bought it for me, which was a huge surprise because they usually make me pay for these types of things on my own. I owe them so much ( Read more... )

i feel so alone but im surrounded by people. some of these people love me, hate me, think about me, couldn't care less about me. college isn't the best, I feel like if i were to try to improve it i wouldnt like that either and would wish that i was doing this all over again. I hear people say this kind of thing all of the time, so it sounds cliche ( Read more... )

I found this written down from last year. I must have been really upset or something ( Read more... )

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(unnecessary)things I'm thinking about ( Read more... )

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I've come to the conclusion that i was very emotional like this whole month. I deff. got better: ) Anyways things are fine with me and gary, but my main concern right now is veal and mynk. eating veal is the most inhumane thing I've ever heard of. i must admit i have eaten it before but i never fully understood what they did and now i am completely ( Read more... )