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today is an angry day. I love those types of days, they're invigorating....
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Sometimes I wonder why it is I do the things I do. Broke down today finally. It's been a long time coming and I have to say that it is now 12 hours later and I haven't felt this light in a long time. I know things will work out just the way they are supposed to. I am at Williamstown Theatre festival getting disgustingly under paid, but I find that ( Read more... ) -
Suicide at MAHS
So, I just found out that one of my former students killed herself on Saturday. Apparently she hung herself and her boyfriend (of a very long time) found her. I'm just sick to my stomach. She just graduated last week ( Read more... ) -
Improved
Well okay. Today Paul got offered an amazing job, we decided on a wedding date, and now we just had Cold Stone to celebrate. Can anyone say, improvement? I'm very proud of my boy and excited for the wedding... minus all the planning. But at least now he's actually talking about it. And now for sure we can afford it.
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Some days I feel like the perpetual fuck up. Well, lets make that some weeks. I wish I didn't have to go home. I don't want to face the wrath of my father. I gambled. I gambled high and I lost. I don't know how to dig myself out this time. I give up. I wish I was capable of casting blame on my disability, but it's just been diagnosed and it seems ( Read more... ) -
Poker Night
You know... playing poker is fun. Except when the girl sitting next to you gets drunk and is annoying as fuck and the guy across the table can't seem to open his mouth with out pissing some one off. Oh. And I hate being talked over. It's one of my biggest pet peeves. It reminds me of my childhood and unlike some people I know it shuts me down ( Read more... ) -
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I feel like total shit today. It's one of those days I guess. So... last weekend I got written up for insubordination at Joann's. For those of you who don't know, my second job is working for Joann Fabrics. The situation was stupid and is just being magnified to unbelievable BULLSHIT. Here it is... We do not have display models of the floor lamps ( Read more... ) -
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So it's been a while.... As of January 1, 2009 I am engaged! WEEEE I just wanted to drop that in here, since I haven't written anything in a while. Hope all is well!
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It's been a cold day...
...it's been a hard day. I don't know where the frustration and irritation comes from but I feel like my stomach is about to punch out of my abdomin. It doesn't help when I eat. I am not really sleeping. I feel like crying. What happened? I got my script for my AD filled today, so I hope that will help. I am tired of being/feeling hopeless, likeI ( Read more... ) -
Lowell
So here I am in Lowell, MA. I feel like I’m home. My apartment is AWESOME! Now all I need to do is find internet so I can get to a Target to complete the setting up of my room today and stuff. I also found a nice little Irish Pub with cold water and inexpensive Turkey Burgers. I’m so in love with this town right now it’s not even funny. It’s pretty ( Read more... )