wow, i graduated yesterday, the shock of it alone is enought to consume my thoughts for the rest of the week. No im not shocke that i graduated, I knew it would happen, but more shocked at how quickly it really did. Theese past four years of my life school has just been a constant. A constant that i didnt really mind. Seeing my friends for five ( Read more... )

Wow so i just went through almost all of my journals and just realized how many times i posted the whole " i see myself getting over my obssesion" hahah thoose were all lies, cuz what i didnt post was that in two days i would be right back to you. Well no joke people we are done, at first it was a bad finish but after a month of silence, we made ( Read more... )

Maybe watching movies is the answer. First of all it keeps you out of trouble, second of all it seems to give you a sort of dream I guess, I mean realisticly yes I know its a movie and things in movies rarely ever happen but it makes you think, maybe just maybe something amazing like that will happen to me, Like that one true love, or that dream ( Read more... )

Well I guess when you say your going to quit you should quit it all, you never really realize how addicted you are till its completly taken away, and no people no drugs! Anyways being on house arrest isnt too bad yet but its only been like three weeks and i have like 11 more to go hahah o well i live, anyways, I got to see the two loves of my life ( Read more... )

Ive turned bad...I want to go back to good, but it seems like a hard process slowly i will make it happen with gods help of course but i need to stop i know there are other ways to have fun without doing what i have been doing. i have become addicted to it, the lying especially, i mean its not like i dont have great times just i need to tone it ( Read more... )

I think people see me as someone else ( Read more... )

My life is full of ups and downs its crazy like theess past two weeks have been defintly Downers but today seemed like a breaking point I think I'll be back into uppers for a while. I mean listen to all the good things coming up ( Read more... )

I havent writeen in a while, I thought it was about time ( Read more... )

I havent writeen in a while, I thought it was about time ( Read more... )

So who knew someon could be so immature to steal stuff out of my car who is a senior in highshool! Pathetic. Now it might of been funny if it was like just my cd's or a jacket or something, but no they had to take my purse, which contained my cell phone, wallet and checkbook. My wallet had my drivers license, my Social Security Card and my bank ( Read more... )