So wednesday was a bleak day, I woke up at around 11 and went to the loo, I suddenly took on with bad pains thinking I was gonna die, I called mom told her I was in terrible pain, she called dad and he got on his way to my place. I went into mine and dawns bedroom woke her up and told her somethings wrong and were to go to the hospital. My dad got ( Read more... )

I can officially say that if not for the fact of my having and being with Kaydie I would have seriously just lost it all yesterday. If it wasnt for her I so wouldnt be here right now typing this down, because shes the only one that makes me feel like my exsistance matters to anyone or anything. Im done with this whole sharade I put on just to make ( Read more... )

Heyz this is my last LJ entry pplz this site kinda really sucks and Ive decided to move on and find better places, but for now unitl I find a better blog site than this cheap internet fodder u can catch all my latest updates on my VF blog, if u dont have a VF account too bad :P but for those who do my user name is UnHolyVirgin (dont ask its a song ( Read more... )

Hey all Im starting to feel not so sick now yay go me and my awesomness :D. Went shopping on friday for a while gotta do some more shopping next week gotta pick up one more item for one more person :). Saw Narnia, awesome movie BTW kinda sad when Aslan dies though, but it was far better than the latest harry pothead flick and I thot that was a good ( Read more... )

U know in ways I feel like the person in this song ( Read more... )

So yeah hows everyone doin today? on this weathery of days? Me? haha couldn't be colder, well I could be as cold as the hearts of the knifetwisting bastards that surround me. Im sick and tired of you people fucking using me like im a fucking piece of meat its not right and its not fucking cool. I admit Ive done some fucking shitty ass things in the ( Read more... )

Yesh now Im 20 :P Ive know gone past the teen years and now am a full adult, wow eh? And with that title comes great responsibilities which I plan to use from day to day now. As I said I hate this page but meh felt like making people aware of my recent activities in regards to my birthday celebrations. Okay the 10th I went to eatside marios with ( Read more... )

Hey Lifes fun, hallos 2morro AWESOME :D......had an okay weekend, if it werent for my damn sore throat ..... Im feelin moderately fine.... but yeah all ashley showed me this song and Im like obsessed with it.......hehe :D have to put lyrics in here for it :D.....and if I have to hear Sugar were goin down 1 more time on the radio/tv by that crappy ( Read more... )

Okay I've been trying to hide this lately but I've been deterating as of late just I can't seem for the life of me to find a legitimant reason to crack a real smile anymore...I just don't know what to do with myself....its a bit on the crazy side actually.....but I just don't know last night I went for a walk with nessa, we went to hillcrest park ( Read more... )

theres a lot of truths in this beat yo ( Read more... )