i'm sitting here

just

waiting for it all to hit

Actually, I just plain don't know what I'm feeling. Literally changes by the moment. I guess that's to be expected. Everyone told me how hard it would be to come back, but no one explained that it might just be blah ( Read more... )

Well folks, this is going to be my last posting for who knows how long ( Read more... )

I'm getting so nervous about leaving that I keep getting teary-eyed if not full out crying! Is that normal! Am I overly nervous? Overly a big baby? GAH!

I fricken hate not being able to sleep. Please tell me this isn't how it's going to be for the next week!! My grandparents are here for three nights, meaning three nights of me not in my bed. I know I should get use to that, but I don't do well sleeping in beds that aren't my own, especially b/c I'm so nervous and whatnot. And b/c I'm sleeping in ( Read more... )

I guess it's probably a mix of PMS and the fact that in a week, I'll be spending my last night in the States, at home. I just got an email from Tiff and Di, both who I haven't talked with in forever, and now I'm all teary eyed. I miss them both and love them both and it really sucks that I won't be going back to K soon to see them. I know Thailand ( Read more... )

. . . the boys' grandma called to wish Cory a Happy Birthday, and in her North Carolina, waaaay Southern accent, she said (and I quote):

"Oh well, I thought I'd try early cause me and grandpa are leaving for a cow sale."

Yes folks, a cow sale.

It's even better if you say it to yourself in a southern accent. Ahhhhhhhhh

i really just want to leave already.

this part is the worst.

So I tried to pack yesterday ( Read more... )

So much I want to write, so many thoughts, but I just don't feel like doing it.