Saw a commercial for the new Radiohead album today. Was a a bit taken aback because of their perceived anti-commercialism, but it was pretty cool. It appears that you buy the album, supply a jewel case, and use stickers to mark it up like a commercial CD. Pretty neat, makes me want to buy the package just because I've never seen that done before ( ( Read more... )

"I can't even pretend ( Read more... )

Times change. I don't. New house, new cat, same job, same life. Best albums of 2007 ( Read more... )

Fuck it. Life is bullshit. I need to cut myself off from everyone. I need to burn every bridge, move to the woods, and die. I am shit incarnate. I deserve nothing, because I contribute nothing. I am the worst thing ever. Everyone I have ever known, I have made thier lives worse, and need to be stopped. Happiness is for everyone else. I am the worst ( Read more... )

Maybe I just need to emotionally divest myself form everyone around me. It sure would make things alot easier. People are strange. I don't know. I think I'm a pretty simple guy. But everyone else is so much harder to read. I'm pretty oblivious. I need you to tell me when I'm doing wrong. I don't pick up signals. I can't read minds. I am just ( Read more... )

How?

I saw the Doors last night. The Oliver Stone biopic. It was *alright*. Nothing special. It was no JFK, which is one hell of a movie. The best part of the Doors by far was the music. I liked Kyle Maclachlan as Ray Manzarek. But the film was riddled with historical inaccuracies, and Jim morrison was portrayed as some kind of sociopath. I have to ( Read more... )

I just woke up. I don't normally remember my dreams but I do remember the bad ones I had last night. Heartbreaking.

Perhaps it's for the best.

Burn the bridge.

It's not for you.

Who needs em?

If I could only forget.

Why do I put myself through this?

Life is shit and then you die.

She said the cards were still stacked against her.

Two days off.

What to do?

Wallow in self-pity I suppose.

Just like everyday.

You want me?
Fucking come and find me.
I'll be waiting.
With a gun and a pack of sandwiches.
I'm nothing. Nothing. Nothing.

You want me?
C'mon and break the door down.
Fucking c'mon and break the door down.
I'm ready. I'm ready. I'm ready.

I'm.
Ready.