I'm pretty sure he was talking about happiness. I'm a fool. Something is wrong with me as a person. I am a bad person. I have sinned (not in the asshole christian sense) somewhere in my life, and will have to pay for it forever I suppose. I am meant to wallow in despair for eternity. I don't deserve her. Fuck me ( Read more... )

Hmm. I don't know what to think about a new Smashing Pumpkins record. The last long player(Machina/The Machines of God) from Billy and Co. left kind of a bad taste in my mouth. I mean, I fucking loved it when it came out, but I think I wore myself out on it, and it really wasn't that good. I listened to it today for the first time in 6 years, and ( Read more... )

Ah, that's better. Had to pack a bowl there. You understand. Anyways, seems I may have an infected thumb. Got some antibiotics from the doctor, so hopefully that'll go away. Did some laundry with Brain. We went to B-Dubs and got some boneless wings and some brews while we waited, so that was pretty cool. Folding laundry when you're borderline drunk ( Read more... )

How do you tell someone you love them when you're having such a great time just being thier friend? I feel like I'd be greedy in asking for more. Do I really want more? Isn't it to some extent just a complication? I suppose I should just give it time and see where it goes. It something more blossoms, wonderful. If not, maybe it's not meant to be. ( Read more... )

Ugh. Too fucking hot today. Had to be out in the sun for about 40 minutes. I am not a sun person. I will burn. Plus my damn back hurts. Glad to be out of work though. I picked up The Queen is Dead by the Smiths, and The Mollusk by Ween today. The latter is a fucking great album, while the former I'd heard the first couple of tracks and really liked ( Read more... )

Gaddamn is the new Spoon album good. Let's do some lists and shit cause I'm bored and I feel like ranking shit. Spoon Albums ( Read more... )

Argh. Some people cannot take a joke. That's fine. If he needs to think I'm an asshole, and a terrible person and hate me, then let him. If that makes him feel better, good. He deserves to feel better. We all do. I think I need more friends. But sometimes I think I need less friends. I guess right now, I'm bored. And when you're bored you wish you ( Read more... )

Why is it the nights you're the most tired are the nights you can't go to bed right away? Saw Eric and Melissa last night for the first time in a few months. That was good. Downloaded Volta by Bjork, the Nuggets box set (a real gem!) and Screamadelica by Primal Scream. Just another one of those albums that always seems to pop up on various " ( Read more... )

Yeah, there are worse ways to spend a Saturday evening than tripping around Kalamazoo with two lovely ladies. No cigs, so that's good. New Spoon album = awesome. I'll definitly have to pick that up when it drops. 2.5 hours of sleep, but that's ok, because I'll have to be to bed early tonight anyway. Not much more to say.

Kewl. Got that new Spoon album. The first track is pretty good. Don't really have an opinion on the new QOTSA yet. It needs a few more spins. Definitly better than worse. Now the new Interpol needs to leak. That would be aces. Heck yeah buddy!