I don't think it is possible to be any more upset about something ever ( Read more... )

I am going to get some new tattoos on Valentines day. Well... They are going to be little parts of some bigger ones I am planning on getting but a little start. Exciting.

By the way... I need a car by April. And I have bad credit thanks to theft and little money. Any body looking to sell a car for relatively cheep. Comment and we will talk.

So. It has been a while... Im ok. I mean... I am not happy but I guess I'm content ( Read more... )

I have been going through my days like a zombie. Wake up, go to work, work for 9 hours straight (no lunch or smoke breaks) come home listening to every depressing song I own (they take up most of the space on my phone ( Read more... )

I kept thinking of everything I was doing last year. God damn it. I was with Andrei last year and now I had to invite a guy over who is basically a stranger just so I would not be lonely. And he kept wanting to kiss me but he was awkward around me anywasy. You know how guys are when they are so careful about what they say, they are not really ( Read more... )

dang. another petty mistake made at work... well, hey. I will never make this mistake again. Moving on... work.

I don't know if it is official yet but I went into starbucks and asked him out... Wow... I did that ( Read more... )

Enough said...

I am just really tired of my life at this moment. I don't like the person I have become. I think I'm going to change.
I don't like me. I don't like what I have done. I don't like who I am.
I'm going to change.

I regret it so much. That should have been a secret taken to the grave. I already betrayed him, did I have to admit it and hurt him so deeply ( Read more... )