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I'm back and I leave again on Jan. 1 for Ft. Sam Huston in San Antonio, Texas. I'm a Soldier. Wow, it was so much fun!!! I would do it again if I could. Anyways. I'll see you all later. You are all welcome to call me.

Love you all!

Meggan Rainbow

I'm leaving tomorrow night for boot camp. be back for christmas I think. Bye.

I have successfully joined the US Army and I will be leaving for Fort Jackson, South Carolina on October 7th. Just so everyone knows. If anybody wants to hang out or something before I leave, you are welcome to call me.

I'm going to be a Health Care Specialist very soon and I am very happy. I'll talk to you all later.

Meggan

If anybody needs a work out buddy, I go to the Renton LA Fitness every mornign and dont mind going again in the afternoon if any one were to join me. Have you ever gone to work out just to blow off some steam? Its great. You should try it. Call me for info..

425-495-6606

I have killed myself for over two months and there is only one lasting physical sign of any weight being lost... two inches off my thighs... I lost three pounds ( Read more... )

And that's it...
That's how the story ends....

There is no happy ending...

I see couples on the street... I see them here at the store, I see how the act towards each other.. how they touch and look at each other. I miss that so much ( Read more... )

I won't doubt him again. I spoke to him about this a while ago and we are fine. I just over think things as usual. He always reminds me of how simple life can be if you just let it be simple and I remind him of how girls naturally think and over complicate things. we balance. I love him, he knows it. we're getting married.

Again the world is grey. And again I hate myself. Then I hate myself for hating me. Then I can't deal with it. Then I hate myself because I can't hate me enough.
I just don't really like me right now.