i was damn sleepy during acc class. fell asleep. damn tired. hahaha. nothing much to tell about d school activites today ( Read more... )

today school was OKAY. a lot of work have to do en undone . nid 2 finish up everythg. mid year exam is NEXT MONTH, en reli havent studied anything yet. jz now aft school, copied my fren's acc's exercise. almost fell asleep, fortunately my fren called me en reminded me 2 study. thus went starbucks alone. my fren went dinner wf his other frens. reli ( Read more... )

i hate my owner of this fucking house. i reli hate her en her husband too. they both r damn stingy, cruel, big mouth en crazy of money. oh, she behaves like a real good mother in front of my parents, but aftr few months i stay here, i knw her true colours. idnt like her ! she alwys talk about me behind me to the maid. she tot i dont know? i knw ( Read more... )

ytd was sports day which was great i think. support chubu in tug of war eventho she lost. its okay. hehehe. but as usual, its damn bloody hot. aft tat , ash, shawn, paul en i went 2 sunway. wearing d PE shirt. :( watched movie dinner lunch en was home around 9. straighted away slept. no energy 2 online or bath or anything ( Read more... )

why i bcome lazier en lazier? i think now i feel better in tis schl environment eventhg it remains d same. suck. haha. myb bcs of elena en shawn, i feel my days are better in schl. (shawn, dont FLY! ;] ) en i nver skip assembly en sports practice( oni once whn i was ponteng). tat's a miracle. haha ( Read more... )

i dont know why the fuck i feel like this? d more i think abt it d more i hate my life here.
im sorry for my seflishness. i jz cant stop comparing tis f-ing life wf d usual one.
i really do regret it why i come all d way here when im happy enuff there?
why do i choose to suffer here?
if im still there, i still hang out wf my frens, chit chat, laugh ( Read more... )

well, last week was our 1week school holdys. so i din know why i went back 2 indonesia. actually my mom wanted 2 cm 2 msia but bcs of her passport so she couldnt cme. thus, i spent my hols in indonesia. i was SUPER HAPPY ! =). i hoped tat i can meet my frens, parents, go temple, see my house, my bedroom, my maid etc. i was reli happy. i went to ( Read more... )

hi, u noe tis blog is js a place 4 me 2 vomit out my burden, hahaha, en im really sorry about it, ive no mood 2 bloggin unless im really in wat mood lah.
but tis time its not d same,

im not hatred sum1 or whatsoever,
im not depressed,
im not crying en bla bla bla

im in quite good mood though. recently i can control my mood en don feel hatred at all.
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woah, today i went for cross country,. actually i dnt wan 2,. but last night my fren calld me en i couldnt think any reason to not come. haih. well, today was damn bloody hot,. i ran wf chubu en chobo,. i wasnt intend to run or 2 qualify,. i jz wanted 2 run wf them. eventho i was in front them i still waited 4 them 2 d fnish line together. en v r ( Read more... )

haha, why i laugh? well, this is d  1st time post smthg in lj, lol, i nver think abt tat that i hve lj, hahaa. nothing 2 post actually. but, im jz confused en mad at myself why im so lazy,. exam is next month en Olvel is 193days lveft. i nver touch my book, paying full attention in class, NVER. last yr i said 2 myself tat im gonna study hard next ( Read more... )