i am phenomenally bored. i HATE being stuck at school when nobody of interest is around, i have NOTHING to do, and i can't go off campus. AHHHH today and yesterday there's been about a 5:1 free time-class ratio at school. granted, every minute i'm in class all i do is contemplate the various methods of killing myself with pens, paper, and binders ( ( Read more... )

goddamn, i'm in such a good mood and i don't know why. i guess it's cause i feel like i have SO much to look forward to. school ending, warm weather, FREEDOM, college kids coming back, going to france (!!!), seeing phish (for the SECOND time!!), cityterm, being 18 and getting my tongue pierced, college...man. it being spring and starting to get ( Read more... )

last night i learned a valuable lesson ( Read more... )

i'm BORED and GROUNDED. for the WHOLE FUCKING WEEKEND. and i have 2 AP's on monday and tuesday to study for...this weekend is just going to be all kinds of not fun. although i did get over to diana's today with siena and jesse and took excessive quantities of artfaggy pictures, which was great, and will have to be enough fun to last the rest of the ( Read more... )

a special entry dedicated to eric gregory on his 19th birthday...i love him more than i have ever loved anybody before in my life. he is the most amazing person in the world- i can't put my finger on it, but there's something about him that separates him from the rest of the assholes and fuckheads in the world. in the beginning of last year i was ( Read more... )

last summer i worked at a day care center in harvard square and there was this kid named simon who was 2 years old. he had the biggest, bluest and clearest eyes and he was so much more than just a kid...he was caring and wise and thoughtful and smart and hilarious waaay beyond 2 years. and one day he came up to me and said "i have a very very sad ( Read more... )

all star debate = suck my balls ( Read more... )

word, it's been one motherfucker of a weekend ( Read more... )

and by the way, only a true friend would call me long distance while she was at work to wish me a happy 420. hayley, i love you.

why the fuck do i get told a solid 5 times a day by fucking EVERYONE to just follow the rules. and why do i have such a problem doing that. i'm not a bad kid or anything, and i'm not a "rebel" or any shit like that, i just don't do every fucking thing i'm told like a mindless fucking idiot so FUCKING EXCUSE ME FOR THINKING FOR MYSELF. how do i ( Read more... )