woke up this morning to find "This is what Ive been waiting for..!" on my wrist ( Read more... )

i have dread locks, and a motherfucker of a headache. last month's adderall OD incident kind of repeated yesterday. i took less, but still. couldn't stop shaking, crazy fucking fast heartrate...all that fun stuff. silly time release pills. so around 3, after figiting and not being able to lie still for about 5 hours, i decided i'd rather be burnt ( Read more... )

NOBODY HAS ANY FUCKING IDEA WHAT IT'S LIKE

um, phish broke up ( Read more... )

"The Big, Bald Motor. By M. Hopkinson's Shurcliff. (Or so I last saw!) Anyway, it's afternoon and I'm late (for a VERY impotent d8), so I gtg P-Sout ( Read more... )

still significantly tweaked...heh heh, tweaked. funny how on sunday i was all adamant and shit about cutting back and not quitting altogether, but doing less, and then somehow i ended up smoking pretty much every day in a row for a week. and who knows about tomorrow. i should probably definitely get on that actually. and god knows picking up a ( Read more... )

whaaaat a weekend. like, holy shit. on so many levels. saturday was so fuckin long...in a good way though. up at 6 to wake n' bake before the harlem trip...then harlem!! i heart diana and sharleen. and i didn't get stabbed!! which is kind of surprising, since apparently it's NOT a good idea to shout "guys, i really want to see a gang fight!!" when ( Read more... )

i wonder if it's a problem that i just never, ever do any homework anymore. the way i see it though, i put in a good effort up through like february. i deserve a reward for my hard work. plus, getting an A on something is such a short lived pleasure. it makes me happy for about 2 minutes, then i forget about it. same deal with getting a D, only sad ( Read more... )

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i feel like i'm not emo enough to have a livejournal. forgive me for not writing about love interests or depression or being really dramatic and bitching about things that do not at all matter. my bad. i don't think livejournal should be synonymous with emo bitching ( Read more... )