I GOT EXACTLY WHAT I NEEDED

they call it a trip because you transcend the boundaries of time, space, and reason ( Read more... )

5 am tomorrow : fung wah to nyc.

this week has been so action packed and so full of "risky behavior" i don't even know where to begin. so i won't. but it's been out of control and awesome, in a good way.

i RULE!!! i want to hurl myself into the street and get beaten by a cop. but i doubt that will happen. more than anything though, i just want ( Read more... )

getting mind and body mixed up...i can't tell if i have a headache, or a lifeache, or what the problem is. half the time everything's amazing, almost excessively and frighteningly so, and the other half more than makes up for the good ( Read more... )

sweet, gentle jebus, things are mighty strange around this neck of the woods. i spent the entire day after the phish concert wandering around in what felt like a dream, then the next day, while trying to get to southern new hampshire to babysit, i ended up in northern vermont. i blame this incident on a combination of marijuana, lack of sleep, too ( Read more... )

I'M SEEING PHISH TODAY
AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

today was a strange day. i got up, woke&boke, went to a wedding, got trashed, played with my 7&8 year old cousins (i'm so good with kids when i'm drunk), and had several really intense gwb/ politics/ antiwar conversations with some crazy hippies from provincetown. also, i spent half an hour chainsmoking with another ptown lady who i told i was 23. ( Read more... )

sometimes i wish i could just stop all this fucking meaningless bullshit and for once find something meaningful. but it's so hard when most of the bullshit starts in your head and there's no way to make your thoughts shut the fuck up. just lie down and shut your eyes and listen to lennon until you're more under control. when you're on drugs it can ( Read more... )

everybody needs to download the song "changes" by bowie right now. oh man. oh man oh man it's a 3 minute 20 second orgasm. i'm so high ( Read more... )

the only real effect fucking SAT classes are having on me is making me really, really not want to go to college ( Read more... )