haha this is insane. I haven't read my live journal in SOO long ( Read more... )

tired of feeling this fucking way ( Read more... )

Haven't done one of these in forever ( Read more... )

everything was fine until i sat back && i realized how it isnt ( Read more... )

ryan && I = over

because of a 15 year old cunt who in a few months will dump him
for going to training in a different state.

i however would of loved him threw that BUT his loss.

by the way i still love && care about him no matter what i say.

FUCK. : )

first post in a very long time ( Read more... )

omg whyyy do i care so much?
its killing me inside.
wtf. i read things that were said and i cry.
i miss him.
i dont know how to stop.
i dont want to but thats what he wants.
fuck.

tired of guys playing little boy games. Im not even involved but wtf. hes dumb.
also tired of ppl in general. the past 2 days havent been the greatest. :/

so i think im crushing <33

:/ dont know how it will turn out...but im excited. :)))

fuck it. i sent a message to him to just say a few things cuz i thought maybe they might matter. but NOPE. they dont i didnt get a thanks or hi bye kiss my ass NOTHING i guess the 5 months really meant shit to him eh??