I am not having a good day today.  I'm slowly regressing into the person I so badly wanted to get away from.  Of course, this is no fault of my own, I just have to deal with it for another week or two.  However, it is ruining everything around me.  I have been cranky, bitchy and emotional for the past week.  I just want to lock myself up in a ( Read more... )

My heart has been broken into a million pieces.

So, I totally had a realization at dinner tonight: How the hell am I going to live in this house for the next school year with my parents?  I don't even know how it's going to be possible.  I know that I've complained about it in the past, and I'm going to do it again.  I seriously can't deal with it.  I'm having anxiety about it...really, I am ( Read more... )

"We are not the same persons this year as last; nor are those we love. It is a happy chance if we, changing, continue to love a changed person ( Read more... )

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. ( Read more... )

Trouble is part of your life, and if you don't share it, you don't give the person who loves you enough chance to love you enough.

~Dinah  Shore

It's times like this when I want to find a big rock, crawl behind it and stay there ( Read more... )

We belong together,
Like the open seas and shores.
Wedded by the planet floor,
We've all been spoken for.

The hammer may strike,
Me dead on the ground,
A nail to my hand,
A cross on his crown.
We're done if, who we're undone,
Finished if who we are incomplete.
As one we are everything,
We are everything we need.

We belong together,
Like the open seas and ( Read more... )

"Be with someone who knows what they want...and knows what they have, when they have you."

2006 has not been treating me right.  Everytime I reach this threshold of happiness & acceptance something else is always there to knock me back down.

Tell me: how can I be positive when everytime I get there, I fall?

I'm about ready to give up.