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... i will never forget what we had...
i have way too much drama in my life. at least, more than i would personally call acceptable. i must've mentioned it in my last entry, but now that i'm single, jeremy seems to be getting a bit... too close ( Read more... ) -
... i know why i hide my love from you, somedays...
why am i such a glutton for punishment ( Read more... ) -
... you can have a better life, now. open your eyes...
i don't know what jared's trying to accomplish. i only wish i did. i honestly feel like he's trying to guilt me back to him. i know that if he does, it's not going to work out. he'll be happy, but i won't. i still love jared, but i just don't love him as much as i used to. somewhere along the lines, i fell out of love with him. after all, i just ( Read more... ) -
... say it if it's worth savin' me...
so, now i finally feel my life is complete. after having split with jared, and after promising i wouldn't search for love, it found me ( Read more... ) -
... i used to be the main express...
okay, so i've decided to update this motherfucker. go me. wow. it's been fucking ages since i last wrote in this journal. perhaps i should make a more consistent effort to make weekly journal entries... because it make it that much easier to track my own life ( Read more... ) -
...'cause it's tearing up my heart and it's killing my soul...
i figured that since i have the time, now, i might as well begin writing in my journal again. i'll be resuming the the usual sunday posting ( Read more... ) -
these flowers have grown from bloodstains on the ground...
my graduation was the best.
i was undecided as to what i was going to wear... but then i remembered a gorgeous dress i bought at value village [ it was about the -most- beautiful dress i'd ever seen, and it was only $20. i'm scared to think of what it's actual retail value used to be... ] and a -beautiful- [ albeit uncomfortable, if worn for too ( Read more... ) -
... 'cause you can't go back...
the weekend before this past weekend was beyond clutch; spence's party rawked. hardcore. spence's party fund was generated by a fine jar we had and maintained during the year; during the year, we emptied it once to compete in a door decorating contest, in which we lost, because the multimedia students are probably more prepared for a contest like ( Read more... ) -
... gotta learn how to crawl...
oi vey. it's been a hellish couple of weeks for me. even after a month of being away from home, i'm -still- trying to adjust to living on my own... and without a computer of my own. it's been very difficult for me to entertain myself, especially when almost everything on tv is shit. the only shows i watch anymore are roseanne, the family guy and ( Read more... ) -
... and i'm still standing...
my lord, it's been a while since i wrote in this. it feels like forever, and a lot has changed, too.
now, i'm in st. john, new brunswick. i live in an apartment, i have a room mate, i’m a college girl [ wow. it feels so weird being known as a college girl. while i was in high school ,i honestly could never imagine being in college, of course, ( Read more... )