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yeah, the show is coming along i think. well... maybe not, but it looks much better than it did. i'm still freakin' out over it and some bitches are shorting us t-shirt money, i know it.

it's tough imagining that i'm as old as i am. in 4 day's i'll be 18, and as cool as it is, i'm so caught up in other things that i really don't care. i mean, i can ( Read more... )

i had a dream last night that my lamp turned into a ginat snake with 5 heads and then i woke up this morning and the first thing my mom says to me is:

"there was a snake in the kitchen. i had to catch it and put it outside."

WHAT ARE THE FUCKING ODDS OF THAT!?

i was in the grocery store today and i thought my hands were the same color as my nailpolish. and then i got so disoriented and over-whelmed i couldn't find the spice isle. i walked by it like 6 times and just didnt see the sign ( Read more... )

i'm losing my mind, really. i think i'm starting to hear things and i keep having really strange dreams where people are screaming at me and then when i wake up i can still hear the screaming ( Read more... )

he came around, like i knew he would.

thank you maxwell, i owe you so much.

life is much better. not great, not unstressful, just better.

so much better. :)

i'm really sorry.

but sometimes you have to do what you have to do to keep things moving.

even if i have to do it alone.

(and if you try to tell me that your hand in mine us wrong, you're lying... to me, and to yourself.)

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