this feels like it goes against everything that's supposed to happen in my life.

GO TO REHEARSAL.

10 Firsts ( Read more... )

"Love, love changes everything ( Read more... )

what the fuck am i doing?

ya know what? i was wrong, this is how supposed to be.

i guess love isn't enough sometimes. and carelessness when it comes to my heart, can make me angry. i've realized that me being so broken up is ridiculous.

plus max helped me out a lot. i was so in love with him and we were both so destroyed when it ended. and here, i was only one who was ( Read more... )

this is not the way it's supposed to be.

1. Pick a band or musician ( Read more... )

i kicked chris in the balls today. i didn't really mean to. well... i meant to but i pretend to kick him in the balls everyday and i always miss or he dodges. and today: dead on ( Read more... )

i have never been a good friend. i'm not. i just don't have it in me. but i've read everyone's livejournal and the saddness that's just pouring out into these entries makes me want to go where ever you are and shake you. i want to shake you and hug you and tell you i love you and we all love you and as much as we want you home, we want you there. ( Read more... )