The other day I read all my entries on here and realized how much I missed the days of livejournal. The days before myspace and all that other shit. I've changed a lot since I opened this account. I used to be so out spoken about things and now I just let people say and do what they want to me.  I've been through a lot of shit in the last couple of ( Read more... )

Well I am now Mrs. Meghan Boggs it still feels funny saying that but i guess in time i get used to people calling me by that name. The wedding was wonderful nothing went to out of hand. The honeymoonn was peaceful. I'm just so content in life if i died tonight i feel like my life will be complete.

i'm getting married today.

I see the pain written in his face from the selfishness of others

I reach out to help soothe the pain

And as he snaps back I fall in love with him just a little more.

I wrap my arms open around him to help him cope with it all,

And maybe he will open up to me just a bit.

I see a break through in sight.

I hear him talk words of love rather than hate.

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in 17 days i'll be Mrs. Meghan Marie Boggs. I think back about all the people i thought I'd married and none of them are like Brian. Brian and i have something that is so hard to explain.  I love him so much sometimes it hurts ( Read more... )

Well I think i figured out my destiny. I think i'm the new super women but i guess of most new wives get that same feeling. I learning how to juggle being there for my family while grandpa is sick, I still make time for Brian and I, I try to have a social life, the wedding planning is almost done, and every now and then i find time for myself. 
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I've seen it all,
I've been more places than most,
But what is my destiny.

Where does this road go,
that I have chosen to follow.

Does it lead to a land of riches,
Or will it lead me to be another simple women.

I felt your kiss, 
And my world started spinning around once again.
I felt your warmth,
And I'll never be the same.

How do i over come this feeling?

Well i just moved back to spencer everything seems to be going okay so far, except i'm still driving to St. Albans everyday for work which blows my whole pay check in gas money ( Read more... )

Well i went and stayed with my mom the last couple days. my grandpa is really bad he is a wheel chair now and he can't get out of the bed very much. I know that he only has a short time left but its not fair I only got to know him for two years ( Read more... )

Well I feel so out place lately. I had a dream last night and some my x-boyfriends were there and i couldn't figure out who i wanted to marry. The worst part is Brian wasn't even in my dream ( Read more... )