Josh proposed last weekend....we are getting married :) happy happy. we are moving into our apt next week....all is good...if u want an invite let me know i dont want anyone left out!

everything is goingf great for josh and i. we went and hung out with chris last night...lots of fun. we might be moving in with Christa. i got a new job. im a manager where i worked when i was 16.so fun fun fun for now... :)

my world is ok. i realize how much i can tell him looking into his eyes.i could spend eternity in his arms, because im the one he wants. love is such a volitle substance...make it wrong,and it will blow up in your face and scar your heart....but make it good and real and worthwhile, and it will change your life. i love you josh...thank you for last ( Read more... )

josh and i are doing really well,besides all the rumors...we are still happy and in love. ive been talking to old friends more. new years was alot of fun..i finally got laid agian. josh's child was born..very cute...i hope we get to have her for the night soon...he really misses her.got to see manda...she seems happy. we are getting our own place ( Read more... )

so...im fucking worthless. my family hates me. i have no money. i dont have a car. i dont have my own place. im 19 and im not in college. im going to work hard dead end jobs for the rest of my meaningless life. i have no friends. everyone has gotten their punches in. all that is left of the former me is a scarred broken pitiful thing...i have a ( Read more... )

it feels as if someone could pull the rug out from under my feet at any time. im not too sure when i will have a normal life agian. AMANDA: thanks for being so obvious at your games...it gave me new insight into your world... first you are just "randomly" asking josh if he thinks he can see us together in the future...then you bombard him with ( Read more... )

well, here we are living with meghann and dani.i didnt expect josh and i to recive such a warm welcome. things have gone great...i havent tryed to escape yet. meghann is a beautiful sweet person...bored with this now....

today josh and i ventured to nasty marysville...apperently the diner is shut down...??? where are you manda??? i miss you!!!!!!!

well
its funny....funnny drug
making me laugh
meghann says im a funny bunny